hosse na, partesi na.ashole ami ki pari? what i do good? what's inside me? when will i find it out?
ki korar shomoly ami naoa khaoa vule jai? what moves me? do i love making machine? do i like architecture? what motivates me?
ok, leave this hard talks. do i know what do i like to do actually? how should i find it out?
what can i do?
i can sketch a little, sometimes i sketch and forget everything else*
i can not handle brush, i do not like it that much too
i can sing a little, like it, but copy voices rather than having my own one, that's funny but not that much serious stuff
i can play guitar, flute, harmonica, keyboard, i am good at catching instruments, not practising that nush though. sometimes i forget other things when playing guitar and singing with it.*
i can not play that well, but i like it.
i do not like routine study, rather than i want to know about things in detail.
i do not like photography
i like reading books***
i like feeling music
i like making things out of different materials
i like religious logical studies, but the emotional parts are as good as the logical ones too.
i am little good at pc handling
now if i sum up- i like making things whether mechanical or artistic objects, though the mechanical things are more interesting to me, and i like scratching pencil on paper.
what good these qualities are for me?